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20 August 1989


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I am sry, the words that kept appearing in mind, kept achoing in my mind but yet unable to speak it out of my mouth.

I am sry my wish, my craving are all so selfish, that i seem to be a bother. I am sry tt i am unable to control my tears and cried infront of u, causing u to feel bad. I am sry tt the words i m sry couldn speak it out of my mouth.

I am sorry...




Wow! Juz had a dinner @ tcc @ wisma yesterday, and i found out a nice but yet quite true game. The tcc tarot cards are actually quite true, i have been having my hopes up high but guess wad i got a card 7! first time! haha~ Card 7: Be Awakened! A change is necessary. Card 7 is the card where my fren got it 3 consecutive times during our relaxation @ tcc and for me, none :) but aft getting a ans for whether clive and me still gt hope which is card 2, my hopes all getting high up @_@ card 2: Perfect & Juliet, Dilemma; reconcillation and cooperation to be sought. The word reconcillation kinda pops up at me which kinda scares me :S but den now aft trying again for the qn whether clive will finds me back, the ans is card 7!!! Wake up grace, dun spend anymore more time on things that r past n over. U r wastng time on redundant stuff!!! BE AWAKENED! O, how i like tt word. it took me 3 yrs to put down the feeling of admiration i had for someone during sec sch, i wonder how long it will took me for a 1 n half yr relationship tt i gotten my heart so deep into it @_@ thou it been 8 months past liao but all of it juz seem like yesterday happenings. stop clinging grace! A CHANGE IS NECESSARY!




This onli a share of y feelings and no ill mneaning x_x

Things happen within a day, okay, perhaps within 30 hours :X

but lame thing is its the same day, ppl tends to misunderstand my word or saying. How come :S Did my form really tt confusing @_@

First, i didn agree to the delivery order and i was waiting for the order den middle of the day, bout 130 a reply came stating i assume my stuff will be collected and delivery within today rite @_@ i was WTH!!!! my delivery booking all full, hari or chandran cant anymore liao n er ravi tends to seem a bit reluctant whenever i ask him to do some delivery n he seem to b on project team side. Seems that i cant really touch him thou john say i can but wad john say r all bullshit! he doesn noe the factual reality. thanxzfully the cust of tt order is willing to schedule to tomorrow ( or i surely b dead)

I wish to ask Abbah, does ppl misunderstand ur words @_@ if u don't so m i in this world! n i pray this wun happen again.

things r so weird, when u couldn't go out ( = no life ) but when u go out too frequently ( tiredness, weariness step in but at the end the life still cant brink up)
John 10:10
The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.
N i agree to tt!! Jesus have come that i may have life, and that i may have it more abundantly!!!




This 21st birthday was really damn great! Had a great fun n getting a really surprise gift :)

Thanxz Joey, Irene & Kaiyi for ur really wonderful gift.

Everyone had a key for their 21st yet i was thinking *sigh... no key :X* coz its really lame to get one myself n if i gt to pay for myself its even weirder rite @_@

But i couldn believe it!!! I got a key necklace from Joey, Irene & Kaiyi. but damn it! forgot to wear today :( thou belated but i will wear tml. as least muz wear something tt sigifies u r 21st alr rite.

Sigh. was suppose to upload this msg yesterday but really tired from work. sry bout the thanxz J, I, Ky >.<

O! another surprise was i rememb during dip in sim my fren liz was saying she was getting a portfolio for her 21st and the pic she took from the pro was really damn great. she say at least muz keep some memory of ur 21st like how u look like and down the years u can still keep memory of how u look like when you were young. i was like ya true. but as you noe grace being grace tends to be lazy. i was thinking hey portfoilio not bad ^^ but need spend money n time :S no way man :$

n guess wad! J, I & Ky gave me a portfolio of me n us together >
Sometimes the way things r so coincidental really surprise me. Lastly, i continue to believe for favor, wisdom, revelation in following the spirit n not knowledge of good n evil. Wish everyone blessed n really thanxz for remembering my birthday.

I m really really touch >.
Opps. almost forgot. i had actually tot tt my 21st was gonna turn out a boring same old day which i dun mind. coz i had no idea y 21st is impt n i really lack the motivation in making it an eventful day. JIKy u really make my 21st special :) must really thanxz ya all for tt >.< i wun ever forget this special effort done for me!!




Family is really the best, the only one who will care, the only one who will concern for you and never never leave you. Noon, my bro, grandpa, grandma n me was doing the communion. Grandma was the one who lead the prayer and i am so so so touched when i heard what she was praying. I really really pray and wish for my better understanding i had wif grandma and better wisdom is communicating n building better relationship wif her. Til now all i had done was irritated wif her nagging, scream at her when i lost my patience :X, telling her to bug off when i sense she was nagging me. I hope all is not too late for me to learn but time is not a prob for u rite Abbah, i pray and entrust this into your hand, letting me know more and more about Jesus, that i m able to know my true self in christ, tranforming into ur image better and better day by day =D




Today along the bus 920, during tt short 10 mins i being preoccupied in my mind about U :) thinking how great and mighty u r tt u definitely can fuilfil my dream whenever i wan wadever i wan :) Well! Here goes the list: =)

First:
My wish is to have perfect healthy straight teeth :) (All real tooth >.<)

Second:
My wish is to have a luxury japan, korea holiday trip and comic taiwan trip :)

Third:
My wish is to have perfect healthy bones :)

Fourth:
My wish is to have perfect healthy working digestion system (tt wun give me too much gas in my body whenever i eat >.<)

Fifth:
My wish is to have a job of 4K! (n.n) Also, its the job i enjoy

Sixth:
My wish is to b a owner of ipod touch, mac book, iphone, new classic ipod, new psp

Seventh:
My wish is to bcome a beautiful woman :$

Eight:
My wish is to attain the qualification i wan (a degree & acca)

Nine:
My wish is to get married and have & (hmm... 2 kids i tink ^.^) before age of 30 :$

Ten:
My wish is to b in mature in handling relationship (fren, family) & always treasure them =)

Eleven:
My wish is to live in a house tt is able for me to rear a husky (and tt husky would b my beloved kawai fren X)!)

12:
My wish is to retire around the age of 40 and enjoy life as tai tai :$

13: *Most impt*
My wish is to NEVER DEFINITELY NEVER TO DEPEND ON HUMAN ANYMORE. This hurt, this failure grace u muz realise once its enough. Once u say can we dun break, once u call back tt person, once even if u noe u r not impt anymore in tt person heart u still thing he is impt in ur life n keep finding him. All these once ONCE IS ENOUGH. This ONCE happens bcoz u rely, u depend, u make him ur life tt is happens. THEREFORE, ABBAH TEACH ME, GUIDE ME NEVER TO DEPEND ON HUMAN BUT U ONLY. i knew it in my heart tt no human can give me wad i wan tt if ever i will to turn to a human, tt human will only disappoint me for no human is perfect. but grace always always tend to lean onto tt human, so Abbah, guide me never to rely on human but only u >.< this way, i will not b hurt anymore

Ps: Grace never forget last wish (13th wish) and get ready in ur heart to receive those wish =D Hohohohho

Haha, seems like my wish is never ending but hehe of course Abbah u alr noe human wish r never ending but i believe tt wads pleases u for u r able to show us ur greatness and ur mighty ability =)

This post shall b my first step in growing up. Hope all goes well =)




1 and half a month have pass since i became single. During this period, i realize how much my life has been impacted by you, especially things around me. Most no majority of my things are either brought by you or somehow it involve. Like: my pooh u bought for me, monopoly deal card is bought by you, jacket too, soft toys too. Til now i still do not have the courage to look at it was the crystal music globe you bought for me for valentine this year. Is it bcoz i really treasure it or i seldom see c, once i saw the globe in my cupboard my heart start to aches. The music is played was once i deeply love bcoz i have no idea how to describe but it smoothes my heart and it reminded me of your feeling of love for me. Weird :S ur feeling for me tt time was alr vanish or vanishing soon but tt music somehow has this power. tinking back, how i enjoy the gift is it depends on how much feeling i have tt i can feel ur love from tt music was only just bcoz i love u?

well, sometime has passed since i suggested break up, my heart still longing but it stable alr. i must really apologise for being a nuisance tt i kept trying to call u n msg u and not once have u reply or pick up my call. for tt i must apologise though u alr plainly showly ur i cant b bother wif u attitude tt i still kept harrassing u. thanxzfully i m being splash awake by u when u reject my call, the ringing stop and ur phone is off. i cried at tt time but not for long coz exam coming tt time, not much time to be depress.

therefore, i need wisdom. wisdom in not relying on other (human) and wisdom in taking care, loving my parent and friends. of course wisdom in enabling me to fuifil my dream which is a simple but too far fetch dream =.= getting degree and acca qualification, got a stable job at least 4k, been to japan, korea, taiwan for holiday (hot spring, comic, disneyland most impt), married and have at least 1 kid before age of 30 =)

enough of bad news (not including my dream), so glad i have a good news :) my result out today! hehe, judging by the way i sound, bet u guess the result alr ;) yup! i pass!!! =D really coudn't believe it especially since out of 20 marks 4 essay qn, i onli miserably barely able to ans 1 qn, which is to say i throw away 60 marks. So its impossible for me to pass but surprisingly yup i m totally depress, no mood to discuss exam ans wif my fren during 5 hours after my exam, but somehow after depressing gone i feel relieved. 1 down ;) haha confusing feelings rite. i was so anxious since yesterday, worrying bout my result. i have really no idea wad will i do if i were to fail, bcoz i have totally no interest in studying now. wonder y :S i hav tot of using studying to forget the feeling for him but it ended up biting my hands, causing me to lose interest or i can say i study until i m sick of all those papers. but i pass =D got c+ for law n b for com, my worse perform semester. result not tt fantastic but i pass :D:D cant contain my feelings my agitated feelings and the outburst feeling which i can feel it is going to explode in my body but haven yet and no where to go >.< i graduate!!!! hohoho.... now attempting to find an accounting office job. i hope (confident) to find abbah! =)

Really thanxz for guiding n helping and passing me >.<