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20 August 1989


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Sigh. Guess wad i actually did. i actually went to msg clive first :X now i will nv ever noe whether clive still concern for me. onli aft i go crying to him to say i feel tough for my this sem 3 assignment den he finally show concern towards me by asking how well i did for my exam =.= its like hello after so long =.= rememb this grace. ni wei le assignment betray ur own principle this day. haha. hmm. hope well worth ><


Grace u cannot depend on this guy anymore. other than assignment stuff u CANNOT depend on him anymore le >.< !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Omg!!! o.o i didn even go read today daily devotion.

If you are facing a challenge right now, i want you to know that you have a standing invitation from your heavenly Father to come boldly to the throne of grace to "obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need."
The phrase "help in time of need" means that you are sick, provisions when you are in lack, restoration when your relationship with a loved one breaks down (0.0), and favor when news of job cuts or bad prospects are rife.

This really amazing @.@ yes!!! i will continue worship n sing praises to u o Lord =)




Since last last week Thursday 17 Sept 2009, i felt that i have lost you. You have not yet once find me n every single time is that i cant stand the loneliness or the fact that i am being ignore by you that i msg or call u. Erm, well, okay got once i online in msn n u find me but tt doesn count!!! its not sms or call. Sometime when i really needed u or anything, it seem like no matter how i find u, u seem like vanish into thin air, unable to find u. Sometime when i sms like r we still together, ur ans was " yes. we are ". But juz like that :( i mean cant u ask me something more to continue the conversation. isnt that wad most ppl would have done. actually have i lost u i not sure, but i can feel i not impt in ur heart already. days have pass n i feel really miserable n depress of slowly realizing that. want meet u, u say busy. hope u find me but not even a msg from u first. last time wasnt like tt. u will care for me. whether i pass my exam, or etc stuff.
Even thou i say break, u seem like no feeling, "if you wan break den break ba".

But!!! but omg!!! Lord, you really answer my cry >.<><>< U r really the answer to everything! RESTORE!!! Grace nv forget tt...




Clive, can i ask juz how cheapen muz i become bcoz of u T.T

First is i actually beg u 2 time not to break, second is i m e one who actually wanna meet n talk things out, third is now i actually damn sad bcoz of ur today lack of good nite sms. And damn sad til tt i wish to cry but yet couldn cry out.

I really wonder is it really bcoz of work tt u hav forgotten bout me n don't even contact me or is it bcoz i m not in ur heart already, tts y u could b so heartless til tt u cant even spare a few second sms or juz a call T.T

Lord, pls show me the way out... i feel so miserable.........




Is this over sensitive or??? I call him the second after i bath. First call i chose to break up with him, he accidently slip that he don't want me to spoilt his mood for the day to celebrate his fren wedding and birthday and he say he saw my msg already even b4 he lose the phone. When i say i want break up, he just calmly say is that wad i wan? nth more. i try to talk to him now is not me but is him who i feel his heart not wif me le. second time i call, i wan meet him to return him the money, he just calmly told me don't need to meet just fund transfer the amount. tt point of time i really know my first call feeling was right. his heart really not wif me le. which guy can b so calm when their gf say she wan break up. den i told him i don't want to break up, still he calmly say is this wad i wanted. this sounds wrong rite, why is it wad i wanted! i like him n i don't want. but his heart already (___) even if i continue i still will b hurt but i don't want to break up. how daddy god, wad should i do T.T




To think that for the past few days since 16 or 17 Sept that i cry almost everyday, feeling depress whole day. Sunday 20 Sept i finally broke down n cry almost to the point my heart bleeding, eye sore whole day, feeling headache and now too. My bro come comfort n i think i practically scream at him i want clive to answer my call :$ i really wanted an answer that i think prehaps i going mad. N wad were his reason for not picking my call. His whole day was packed n busy wif his fren stuff and he left his phone at his fren place =.= my bro told me it seem like a lie, i cant accept tt bloody shit lame reason. Whenever i need him, he was always not there. I really needed to a person to talk to, he say he was tired n he didn even call to tell me but juz onli a msg =.= n tt day i needed a answer, he disappear.

i ignore wad he send to me and he don't care. he nv even care why i ignore or whether i was angry annot. today at 4 something i online. i cant stand the feeling already. everyday i woke up feeling depress and headache, my heart aching like hell. n the reason he gave me for not finding me on monday was i'm sorry for not calling u yesterday, i was afraid to do so =.= to tink tt the guy i dated is such a loser =.= all the avoiding i done, off the phone, don't online is all for nth. i felt so dumb n stupid when he msg me tt.

i really can't stand all this le. even if my heart will break to pieces i would never ever date someone who won't care for me. these few days of being cold shoulder, i tink prehaps my feelings mayb somehow numb if not a few percent of it :S:S but if he answer me he will not find me when i didn online, i will break up.

yup grace, this is wad u have decided on tuesday 22 sept, 5pm.