19 March
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Early morning 19 March,
Y do i feel so damn n depressing :@ On 17 March 5pm, i gotten wad i have always waited for. The confirmation letter from sim. N i have been told i have been offered a place which should make me damn glad n happy rite. But my heart onli feels with emptiness n confusion that i couldn make up my mind on y do i feel tt way.
Is it bcoz of the upcoming trouble of money for the sch fees which my family couldn support me or do i worry i cant make it for this course and continue being label as a useless person....
Wad is successful? A book that i read ask me that qn. To me the person who is successful in my family is my bro. Thou he nv really achieve anything great like owning a car or big house, i feel that his social life with people, knowing lots of people and having close relationship with them, able to care and concern for people, having no trouble in knowing stranger. In addition to all that, he is mature, he knows how to analyse the situation n sometimes being as our family consultant giving advice to us thou sometimes he will still have some conflicts with family.
I know not the ans of successful. But if i could b like my brother, i guess i could label myself as being successful.
Would i b able to do
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