28 Sept Monday
Monday, September 28, 2009
Since last last week Thursday 17 Sept 2009, i felt that i have lost you. You have not yet once find me n every single time is that i cant stand the loneliness or the fact that i am being ignore by you that i msg or call u. Erm, well, okay got once i online in msn n u find me but tt doesn count!!! its not sms or call. Sometime when i really needed u or anything, it seem like no matter how i find u, u seem like vanish into thin air, unable to find u. Sometime when i sms like r we still together, ur ans was " yes. we are ". But juz like that :( i mean cant u ask me something more to continue the conversation. isnt that wad most ppl would have done. actually have i lost u i not sure, but i can feel i not impt in ur heart already. days have pass n i feel really miserable n depress of slowly realizing that. want meet u, u say busy. hope u find me but not even a msg from u first. last time wasnt like tt. u will care for me. whether i pass my exam, or etc stuff.
Even thou i say break, u seem like no feeling, "if you wan break den break ba".
But!!! but omg!!! Lord, you really answer my cry >.<><>< U r really the answer to everything! RESTORE!!! Grace nv forget tt...
posted at : 12:56 AM