31 march 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
This is definitely not a good post. This feels as thou grace a bitch x.x Firstly, i gt to know a guy who had been my sec sch mates. Erm, well... Grace a gal so i guess i m happy to noe actually a guy likes me. All my life i hav always tot of guy will definitely not like me one coz i m not wad guy likes. This happy makes me feel as thou i m stepping two ships at the same time. Feeling guilty n happy is like wad the rite =.=
This guy thou he seem gentleman bcoz he keep giving me advance warning that my hand is in danger of being hold by him ya all so far its my hand. o. ways to hold gal hands techniques too. usually a guy wan to hold just hold rite where got advance warning one so perhaps i tot he really treat me as fren thus i didn put up much defences. sigh... i still go tell him "hey next time when u wan hold the gal just do it why tell so much" =___= stupid of me. he actually uses wad i told him on me. When parting he just suddenly hug me n say u told me one when i wan just do it. bloody hell.
o o. back to the topic of him being gentleman. thou he keep giving me warnings but when he gives me the warning he will get super close to me, standing just beside me, erm mayb touching my back or sometimes he will hold my hand. isnt tt alr trying to get close without warning. now tt i tink back did he onli pretend to b gentleman @.@
Secondly, i feel scared. he seem to know my everything like wad i m thinking, wad i feel, i only told clive tt i need 10-12 hrs of slp den he call me sleeping beauty one but this morn i receive the guy msg n he calls me tt :S i nv even tell him i usually slp alot one. when he is someone thou known for years but nv at all speak to each other once before til yesterday can noe me so detail. this creaps me >.< bringing back my memories to yuming where i really treasure her as my best best fren but in the i noe nth bout her but yet myself is being expose to her totally. i feel like this guy is able to somehow like yuming cheat me. okay mayb i fantasize too much :x
erm. now tt i tink back he got ans call or call back a person secretly as in he needs go away to call family usually dun need rite :S who noes mayb his another gf :S opps i having been hearing too much negative tt i start tinking bad of a guy with my imagination liao :S
conclusion: grace follow ur heart. so u hav decided this guy is dangerous, stay away!!!
posted at : 10:46 AM
