confusing thoughts
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Every thing all over. I build up my courage to say, : "let's end it ba". Truthfully to tell clive, i still like u. a lot alot in fact but i couldn overcome myself of e qn i kept asking myself n i will always doubt ur feelings towards me. Guess its bcoz i felt its me begging u to b wif me, that i m wasting ur time, tt u onli felt pity tts y u patch back wif me. I get a feeling one day one day u will definitely throw me away n i m veri scare of e day. Since tts e truth, i need to set u n me free or else i will just cause u to waste more time on me redundantly
Abbah, thanxz for ur courage and really thanxz for walking wif me through this. Without u i definitely could survive now n i believe wadever i lost, it will be repaid back to me! Further 7 times more!! My heart hurt a lot but give me faith to stay strong in u for now i onli left wif u as my shetler
Thinking back, 1 n half yr gone n i hav alr break up wif clive yet i still dunno wad clive full name is. Guess i m a failure gf
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